Lately more than anything I want Lindsay and me to just hit the road. I want to take us somewhere we have never been, possibly even out of the country. Or New England might be nice. I want to start anew, make new friends, get Lindsay in a good school, go somewhere where no one knows me, but they want to.
I feel like I am not connected to anyone here. I am so sick of this house and this day-to- day nothingness. I need to make changes and I need to make them now. I want Lindsay to be happy. I want ME to be happy. Maybe I will buy an RV and we'll just travel. Forever.